After the Fire

I am still just trying to take one day at a time and today isn't such a good day. Don't get me wrong, friends, family, coworkers, and students are being great. It is just the little things like not being able to find clothes to wear to work or wear period is frustrating. That in combination of why me thoughts... and living in the same place since 2001 and accumulating things just makes me a little sad. As I laid down in my sister's bed at my parents home last night I realized that I truly have no place to call my own and well it is honestly a little depressing. I will always have a place at their home, but I have for several years now had a place that was mine and going to be mine. I will miss the convenience of walking to stores and campus from home or running home durning lunch because I just need a quick nap.

Last night I had nightmares one after the other so bad one time I just got up and went for a drive.

I feel that many will be empathetic of my feelings now but shortly tell me to just get over it and move on.

Tomorrow is another day and I hope that it will be better...