After the Fire

I begin to wonder why this had to happen to me after living in my home for almost 6 years....this is starting to take a strain on me mentally. From outside pressure of me not making decisions within others timeframes to nightmares to just plain stress. I always wanted to believe I was a strong person but as things continue to progress I am beginning to second think these things...This fire has put a strain on my relationships, me mentally and a tad physically... and all because someone OUTSIDE threw a cigarette into the bushes...Please oh please keep me in your prayers.