After the Fire

Maybe the fire was God's way of making me downsize or at least get around to doing things that I have but off for ages. As I go through my things(not daily as hoped, but as I feel that I can deal with it for a while...) I realize that I have been putting off doing this or that for so long that maybe this fire is a good way of making me get some things accomplished, as well as get rid of some things. See I am a pack rat... this I know and admit, however I do believe it is hereditary slightly. I think it may come from generations of not being able to have or denied for reasons of race or gender or something not yet identified. Nonetheless I am looking at this experience as a sort of house cleaning... parting with some things that I should have parted with some time ago.. be it junk or gifts that I will never give that were in my "gift stash"... we shall see. Please continue to pray for me good things, many positive blessings, and all things good God has in store for me!